How do I survive???

This morning, I sent a few measly pages to my major professor and felt like having a good cry.  I try and try and try to find precious time for writing without any interruptions.  I wish I could be productive for a couple of hours here and there.  But, unfortunately, it takes time for me to get back into the writing mode.  Once I find the rhythm again, I am out of time, once again.  Thus, only accomplishing a few sentences here and there, not pages I keep hoping for...  I managed to write about ten pages of raw notes in late December so that was great.  However, I need to figure out how to accomplish that every couple of days, not every couple of months.

I must defend my prospectus this semester -- no other choice whatsoever, not at all...  So have to find that sheer determination I had when I survived a full load of grad courses and demands of the full-time job, semester after semester.  I allowed myself to relax -- a huge mistake!